Title Day31 - Understanding your shape
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Understanding myself is not easy. This is because when he asks about who I am, I focus on who I was at the time. For example, when I live in a way that I can't tolerate myself and grumble about myself, I feel like I'm a very unlikely existence. On the other hand, there are times when I am surprised by myself when I am patient with myself and pay more attention to others even though I am not like that. I thought that even a poor person like me could live a different life. However, in God's eyes, it is a very wrong view of self to sometimes demean and sometimes exalt me depending on the circumstances. Depending on my mood, I feel like I have become an infinite sinner, and sometimes I am happy to live in the infinite love and grace of God. It is clear that I am living an emotional life. All of God's plans, patience, and love for me are already prepared truths.
As I write, I realize that there is no positive side of my own personality, my own abilities, and the unique experiences I have had, but only the negative side. However, while I am constantly correcting my mistakes one by one, my personality, abilities, and experiences are not dead in my life, but come back to life little by little and find their original meaning. That moment awaits.