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Today was a very long holiday. It's not even raining on Saturday, so I don't know how many days I've had a break. At other times, I would always be sweating in the field, but today I quietly meditated on the Lord's words at home.
Suddenly, I remembered things from the past. I guess I've been living like a fool for a while. I am proud that I have shortened the time by 2 years compared to those who are walking on the same path as me, and I ran without looking back even more frantically to keep it. But at some point, I was able to find myself as if I was left alone on an uninhabited island far away from Jesus. I didn't know what the hell I was running for, and what I was trying to do. I was afraid. I was scared and anxious. But that fear...anxiety got dull over time, so I couldn't even think of it. Sometimes when I came to church to pray, I remember praying that the fear still remained. Lord, please don't forsake me... Please don't leave me.
Now that I think about it, I think the Lord heard my prayer at that time. ^^
Instead of forsaking me who was anxious, he gave me a community called Jesus Village.
Ummm... I spoke to my mother a while ago. My mother still calls me a puppy. In the past, when I was with other people, I was embarrassed and embarrassed because I hated it, but now my mother who calls me that way is just so lovely. That's why I sometimes call and say I love you, but when I think about it, I don't think I've ever said I love you to Jesus except when I'm singing. I'll have to try it today.
Lord, I love you so much... Now my heart is a little relieved ^^
Ah! As I was meditating on today's Word, I suddenly had a different thought and wrote it...
In today's talk, there is a part about being careful with words.
When I got together with my friends, instead of praising others, I used to relieve stress by slandering, slandering, and slandering others.
I suddenly want to hide somewhere.
If God made two eyes, ears, and noses, but made one mouth, it meant to see twice, hear twice, smell twice and speak once. I wonder if he ignored me and hurt me....I think I should look back at this time.
Hmm...but, tomorrow everyone will come back as honey-eaten dumbass...^^
Have a good night's sleep and see you at church^^